I remember what it was like...to create something that I want to create. That joy of seeing my ideas appear...
But somehow that got lost.
Am I the only one who is swamped with "requests" from people who learn that you quilt and therefore decide that you need to do something for them?
I currently have 4 projects for others that are pending. They have been pending for a VERY long time because I really can't get interested in making their quilts. I look at them and I kind of slump...walking away from my quilting all together. I feel selfish...so I go read a book instead.
I feel guilty that I want to sew for ME....which then leads to me not sewing at all. To avoid the guilt.
I find myself watching my three year old paint with abandon....and I want to feel that again. Without guilt.
I want to regain my hobby of quilting...without the guilt or the feeling of selfishness.
Okay...sorry for the rant.
